Razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps, guns are lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live. Im trying to be perfect. It doesnt work out at all. My thighs are huge, and im so fat and ugly. Its all going to change this summer.Im alone and i have no one., but i want you. I want to be good enough for you. I want you to look at me like you look at other girls. I want to be able to feel beautiful around you. The severity of how much i hate myself is awful. I am so fucking ugly. I need to lose weight, and be skinny. For you... its all for you.